Recently I’ve been living in this total state of limbo. Not that anything can ever be totally secure but its been extra spontaneous lately. My education, living situation, friends, family, future, totally not sure what’s happening with any of it. Usually I’d be freaking out not having a plan and knowing what is next but I’ve realized that I slowly have taken on this new acceptance and tolerating this discomfort of being in limbo. I’ve actually come to somewhat enjoy it and embrace the spontaneity and thrill of it all. I’ve been doing a lot of self discovery and learned these top three things.
1. The art of working towards something. I accept that I cannot be somewhere overnight. Enjoy the journey and accept the process.
2. You can’t change the unchangeable. Things are the way they are, you have to take it for what it is or move on. Don’t waste your time.
3. Being alone is not a bad thing. I say alone for only lack of a better term. By alone I mean no commitment to anyone, no one to “report” to, in friends, family, and relationships. I’ve become so much more independent and learned to spend my own time by myself doing what I like, and loving it. I still have those core people to turn to but no high expectations being held to me.
… Just sayin (: